Holy moses, what am I going to do? I think I've beomce to literal, and not in the book sense. I have so many things trapped in my head in the way of creations and ideas and art and I think their stuck here forever, or atleat a very very long time. And you know why? Because Im being practical. Because my art, unless practially used, seems like a waste of resources. ISNT THAT STUPID!? I've spent so long worrying about the money, and the time, and the use of my talents that I've forgotten how to let go, how to take that spark or a moment....and...you know what...Im going to make this art...this right here...I'll make it lyrical,and meaningful, and even no one ever reads it, maybe, I'll get the spark back.